Novemer 8th

Don't you hate it when you have an hour and a half longer to sleep, but your brain turns on and won't stop? This was the case for me this morning. I need to go buy milk. Whitney has a dentist appointment in the morning. I forgot to pay car insurance and oh, crap, is there enough money in the account to cover it??? Dad is getting his surgery soon. I've been so worried about that, but honestly, do I have to worry at 6:00 in the morning? My 30th birthday is in 5 days. That sucks. I can't believe I'm not in my 20's anymore. Where did all that time go? It's just crazy to me the things that go through your mind when there aren't any distractions. I'm usually running through my day like a chicken with my head cut off, and there isn't any time to really "think". Maybe if I got up a little earlier in the morning I could meditate and my day would make more sense. I could stop and think about the things that are important. Busy-ness just gets in the way. As much as I like my sleep, I am glad to have those moments of alone time when I can gather myself and my thoughts and just be "me" for a few minutes.